Feelings . . .

Hi all...

well ok, Idk why..but, I feel really really so bad! and tired .. I don't want to do anything..maybe want to cry ..or something like that ..... But, i just wanted to write .. I sometimes want to go completely. and never come back .....Do you want to do it too? or im a really cuckoo .... ! whatever, such a thing will not happen anyway .. Sometimes i just get tired of feeling sorry for myself.
     These feelings are really annoying! ...sorry.