Suicide looks so tempting right now ..

tired, sick, tired, bored, sleepy, tired ... argh!! 
I'm really very not good these days
 ....I don't know what to do! 
i don't want to draw, i don't want to do nothing
I feel awful!! I think, i'll not write this blog for a while
Life is really brutal and always hates me!! 
I think ..i have to admit defeat.


so, I'm going ..for everyone's sake! but I don't know when I shall be going back. i think, I'm always in the wrong place at the wrong time!!


Hope a good weekend for all ....