Lost my partner ..

Hi all..
Today was a sad day for me! *ugh* I lost my partner (sister) Yeah!
..no longer, she doesn't want to work with me about drawing. Also already, we're fighting this issue for a few days..! Ah! I hate that!!!
and im just feel so bad, now!
I think hereafter, do i have to do everything by myself ..
drawing, lineart and coloring.. I dont know how..but all i have to do!!
So i now know better..I'm all alone in this big sh**t life ..forever!

Thank you anyway my sister. for all you've done so far ..